What Am I looking for ?

What Am I looking for recently ?
I just look dull after the break up !
lost confident and lost myself !
Until 27oct, finally i one step forward in my life.
I decided to go Vivo with my friends..
for this moment, i never go for clubbing before until that day..
i found my happiness over there, i love the music at those places..
i rather enjoy at those places than having a bf and keeps on argue and sad because of him!
What is the meaning of having a bf nowadays ?
extra a ppl caring ?
extra a friend?
extra love?

there is nothing valuable than parents love!
bf doesn't mean anything in girls life anymore !
now, i rather enjoy music, knowing new friends, flirt around and study...

Recently, i knew 2 friends which is my friend's friends..
Go clubbing with them is enjoy enough although not so familar with their name, they will take care of the girls,dancing and try to know each other..

speeding on the road, drinking in the club, play at beach til midnight...
wow..interesting!
this is the life i hope the most !
now, i got it !
very happy with those friends and i love them so much !
no matter how, they are the most crazy friends i ever had!
go out with them about 2 times and both chances also go clubbing together was the great place..
haha..

no music, no life !
no fun, no life !
no crazy, no life !
no money, no life !

what is the meaning for a human lives in earth for maximum 100years old ?
enjoy the life and try to understand what is the most enjoy moment in life !

now, i'm enjoying!

in my grandma century, they cant live without guys !
but, not for now..
haha..
the century has changed and everyone become open-minded ...
cool !

started to love my life..

i love my new friends so much !
anyway, really hope can have extra and extra more new friends in my life...
i love u guys !

Vivo night !

27oct 2007, saturday

This is the day where i take care my whole house for 3days..
at first,i woke up at 9am and went to market for breakfast and newspaper..
hehe..
like aunty so much!
after that, have to go to elcomp for reference book and let kean wey see my new bought reference book..
hehe..
so fun over there..dunno why.
jz feel like my 2nd home..
after that, i come back home for homework..
so guai...
then 4pm something only have my lunch at pacific..
sounds so crazy but then this is the style where i live at pg..
sleep late,eat late and play late..
haha..

28 oct is Han Lin's bday oo...
tonight we are going to Vivo for his celebration..
at first, plan not go enter..
but then jz because of my curiosity, finally, i entered Vivo..
i was shocked when i stand at the enterence because i saw my secondary friends was working over there..
besides that, my god brother's friend also work at there...
hope he is not going to tell my god brother about this..
if not, i will get scolded d lu..
hehe..

from 9.30pm go autocity til 3am..
cool...
i never went to autocity for so long since break up with ming..
haha..
now i'm single and i'm free to go wherever i wan.
hehe.
but i prefer have a guy to control me..indeed..
Was so fun when went to Vivo with them..
And also the 1st time i so naughty went to Vivo when parents not around..
but i think they knew it because they are my family members..

im'ma jz like a small kids enter vivo and seeing those ppl shaking and learn it for next time..
i think it works when i hv to go club with customers next time..erm..i mean when i'm in work environment..
should prepare well before enter work environment so that no one can bully me easily..

there are 15 person joining han lin to Vivo..
half of them i know only..wuwu..
but all also guys..left me 1 girl nia..
hehe..

My friends saw me and they said they seldom see me wear white shirt as i always wear so lousy at college..
maybe there will be a change for me when study and after study of me..
showing body is not my talent but wear to become mature i'll try my best..
is it satisfy for my entire look yesterday?
aiks..
nobody will send me comment 1 lar..
sad nia..
those who went vivo,hope will give comment lar..
haha..

no matter how, it was a great night for me to did that !
1st step to become naughty in my life..
hehe...

finally, should greet han lin over here oo...

Stupiak Han Lin,
Happy birthday to you !
U r smart enought yesterday night and look handsome so much !
wish you all the best and get better result in the future!
already 19 lor..dont kido anymore k !
haha..
May your wish come true,man !
peace !

stay handsome always!
u r my friend always !

will miss u when we leave tarc in 2008!

我看见了他？

今天一整天都是雨天。。
就是因为雨天的因素，我差一点睡不醒。。
一打开我的衣橱，发现全都是白衣。。
所以就穿了白衣去上课咯。。
十一点左右的我，就很想吃tomyam面。。
就这样，我们去了gurney !
吃完了就回学校。。

我昨晚又梦见了他。。
哈哈！ 好幸福的感觉。。但是，只是在梦里。。
中午三点了，天阴阴的，所以拜托我的朋友载我回。。
在路途中先送我朋友回时，看到一辆昂贵车里的司机很像他。。
那时，我问我自己是否看见了他？
我看了再看那个司机的样子。。
他不但侧脸很像他，而且头发的款式和戴眼镜都很像他。。
我真的惊讶了一阵。。

也许，太想他想到疯了。。
所谓的side effect 吧！！

无论如何，那个人真的是让我觉得我看见了他一样。。
我也好期待会再看到我心里的他。。

希望他不会像我一样给自己压力在考试吧！
我也帮他拜拜咯。。。
希望上天会保佑他哦！
我会为你加油的。。。

支持你！

就算你不喜欢我了，我也会默默的等你！
笨笨的柠檬会为青瓜而变得更酸的！
青瓜也应该为了自己的前途而变得更青！
所谓 “青出于蓝”！！

加油吧！

十月二十五日
下午七点十一分
阴天
坐在楼台前